trash talker
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ADORES
silbermond
sunset/s
from first to last
movies
thread
ipod
kings and queens
ladybugs; bennie
kätzchen
boots
flughäfen
make-up
deutsche-welle!

OBJECTS TO
waking up early
mood swings
tutorials
cockroaches
bad hair day
liars
blisters
pessimistich
rot fleisch
techno

QUOTES
"Our sweetest songs are those that tell of saddest thought."

best buds

trash talk

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skin by heroine
{ Thursday, December 29, 2005 }
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As i was playing with my dumbells,
The memory of my dream suddenly appeared in my mind,
Ah heck it,
I HAD LIKE THE WEIRDEST OF THE WEIRDEST DREAM LAST NIGHT.
And when i remembered how exactly this was,
All i could say was,
Omg, EW. EW EWWW.
It turned out like this.

Us, comprising of me and other villains,
were tryna steal some gold bricks,
THIS IS COS OF THE MOVIE ITALIAN JOB.
During the whole stealing process,
We used this like speedboat,
I dont think it even belonged to us.
So anyway, there's this fishnet at the back or smth.
And like we use the fishnet to i dont know what.
But after we stole the things,
We used the fishnet to pretend like we were fishermens.
And we use it to like grab a whole lot of fishes,
and then there was this other thing we also grabbed.
On the way back to our safe-place,
My crew member was like fiddling with this odd thing we caught.
In the fishing net thingy i mean.
Its like those thing where u keep ur guns and all.
So when we reached,
They asked ME to check out what was inside.
And it turns out to be knives and a weird-looking gun.
So i was like fiddling with it,
And i found outttt, the knives and gun?
Yeah, they were like the highest quality type.
I dont know how to explain,
But the knives can like cut through anythingggg.
So i was checking it all out,
and i thought, this must be the best weapon ever.
And suddenly, its like aliens invaded us.
Some other BAD guys, whom i think,
Either wants our newly found weapon or our gold bricks,
or whatever we stole, i dont know,
Came and attacked us.
So, the only thing i thought of doing was just throwing the knives towards them.
And hoping it'll hurt them,
You know that sort of attack.
But it miss, DUH, and i was left with some other knives.
So i didnt wanna waste them.
And then suddenly, there was Mini-Me in my crew.
And he was wearing that space suit in he's previous episode.
I was like, HOW COME HE'S IN MY CREWWW?
Anyways, the scene totally changed,
and it became like a formal thingy.
Where the enemy and the enemy like were in e same room.
And we were all mixed up.
But i knew i had new members joining me.
Hah, anyways, we were like in a war.
Only thing is that it was a tricky war.
We dont know our enemies.
And my other partner and i, were like using knives,
and just like stand side by side,
and when our enemy was hit from the front,
they'll slide towards us,
and we just use the knive and hurt them.
But thennn, there was this asshole,
Who hurt the back of my feet with just one slice of that knive.
And of course i hurt him back.
And suddenly everything stopped for awhile,
Cos there was some announcment from some guy,
So i ran away towards this back exit and joined MY members,
For safety i mean.
And then suddenly, the enemies just LEFT.
JUST LIKE THAAT.
And then my sister, i knowww!!
My older sister, was like with me.
And the whole scene where all of us fought, changed into some service counters.
And my sister and i? We were staying there waiting for god knows what.
And i also saw ms kody, coaching my school's vball team.
Like, WTF?!?!?
Hah, anyways, i remembered one thing so clearly,
I asked my sister, HEY IMMA USE THE INTERNET.
And she was all like, ITS 2$ AN HR U KNOWW.
And that made me change my mind.
So my sis and i were like hanging out at this railing thing,
Where we just stared into space,
and suddenly, one of my enemies came up.
Like from an escalator.
And i was preparing to call e mayor or smth.
But i asked him instead,
WHY ARE U HERE? UR SPOSE TO BE GONE.
and he said, (he's a hottie btw. a real hottie.)
WELL, I HAVE ONE LAST THING TO DO.
I think he wanted to take all e weapons back.
Anyway, the next thing that happened was so weirdd.
He came to talk to us, my sis and i, at the railing thingy.
And he was saying some things i couldnt hear,
cos my bloody sister was next to him and all,
and and, she was so close to him. Like leaning to him.
And then suddenly, he kissed my sister.
IM SERIOUSSS!! IT WAS A LONG ONE TOO.
But it wasnt a french-kiss.
and i actually thought he did that to i dont know what.
But i thought he was gonna come over to me and kiss me too.
BUT NOOOOO.
He's like soooo handsome and cute and mysteriousss.
When he was gone, i told my sis.
NOT FAIRRR. HE DIDNT KISS MEEEE!!
And my sis and i were argueing like mad,
Before my dad interrupted the whole thing.

I know i shouldnt have said whatever i dream and all,
I dont know why, but people just told me,
DONT SAY OUT UR DREAM, OR IT'LL COME TRUE,
or smth like that,
But i just know, this is those kind of dream that will NEVER ever come true,
So what the heck.
I didnt want to lose this dream.
Cos its the best dream everrrr.
The fighting part and all that.
Also, i wanted my conscience to stop talking about this dream.
Cos its sooo pissing me off right now.
Oh well, I just had to type it all down.
Phew. ((: