I'm a cause to all your problems.

Sis's pissed at me.
This time is MY fault, i must admit.
I didnt tell her properly to cook spaghetti,
and MOM, as usual, have to act "violently".
In the sense of taking away her only source of entertainment,
the Laptop.
Oh god, she doesnt know how bad i feel.
Im so afraid of her right now.
Like, Real afraid.

Just 2 days ago, we went out and had fun.
And i really enjoyed her company.
I felt the connection, the sister connection kinda thang.
And at that time, i felt real lucky to have a sister like her.
She might be fierce and OMG woaaa at times,
But i still love her.
And i hate to see her cry and get scolded.
I dont wanna spoil that friendship and bond that we built so hard.
Its difficult to get along at times, and i admit,
I try hard.
And when it all goes well, im proud of it all.
Im proud to have her as my sister.
Cos even tho how crappy i am,
She never fail to listen to me.
To hear out all my problems.

Im terribly sorry.
This might not make u get teary about,
But you dont know how im feeling now.
The guilt of it.