So yay, iv tried to move on.
Thanks to darl sam and everyone else.
Went to school today for e recycling project rehearsal thing.
We did a pretty good job.
It was real fun, despite the fact that we practised our coordination skills in just 3 hrs?
Hah, its good. mmhmm ((:
So on friday night, i went for the night study thingabob.
And it was funn.
Kelvin taught me e basics for electrolysis and i understand now.
So thanks kel :D
Looking forward to more of these nights. yup.
Darl sam and i walked home and got freaked out by her alien stories.
I wish i could get abducted.
I wouldnt need to worry about stuffs.
Even then, i doubt that'll ever happen.
I made a poem today.
Just to finalise how im feeling this week.
Some parts sam thought of it and some, actually came from my head!
Hah, well. Im off.

So hope is just another word.
Like what you said,
'I dont think it'll work'
But i held on to it.
Till i thought, maybe its time.
Maybe its time to move on.
Maybe its time that i realise exactly who you are.
and Maybe its time i take all our memories and burn them.
I always thought you could do better than that.
That you could make me feel like ripping my heart out,
And then chuck it into a whole new world.
So i cant feel all this.
I wouldnt need to suffocate myself in this hole.
As the blade caresses my wrist,
I wish you could sign your name on it.
To show the world who left me like this.
And as my green veins turns to red,
I shall relish all my pain and freeze it.
So that i can never feel them ever again.
And when you finally realise how bad it is,
I will prove it to you,
That no amount of words can make me feel any better.
Especially when they're fresh from your breath.
Cos even though i still love you so,
I will never forget the grief that you brought upon me.
And how it made me turn from a person to steel.
Leave all your thoughts behind,
Like what i did to mine.
And when i told you,
That it all meant so much to me,
Just treat it like its air.
And be amazed by how it discharges itself easily.
So before this hole gets any bigger,
Read my lips again,

THINGS WILL NEVER CHANGE.