talking trash can

I read that some guys got no heart. And i guess it can be true in some ways. No offence to whichever guy who reads this, but what i meant is, they just dont show that they have one cos they think its not manly enough to be affectionate to other things, mainly women. Okay, maybe im contradicting here cos there are prolly about a thousand guys out there who are romantic bla bla, but which ones are really true to their feelings? They're only romantic cos of the women they meet. But in actual fact, they just think love happens cos of the phenylethylamine in our brains. And like chocolate, the feelings wont last. Omg, this is sooo Meg Cabot' fault. Just finished reading her book and this is the cause of it. So i guess i have to take back that whole chunk.

Im suppose to study for a maths/chem, but im taking a break. The laptop's tempting and surprisingly, the wireless connection is working fine, if not, slow. But its good enough of entertainment for me. Oh yes, i must confess my new addiction to something. And apparently, i actually have to do it on a regular basis, but now, im OBSESS with it. i dont know how or why or when i got to this new addiction of mine, but something tells me its about watching tv and by my own tactiful observations of course. Oh yes, the obsession, its just brushing teeth every 2-3 hours or so. Maybe not on a regular interval, but its around there. And i didnt even realise it. But it only started 2 days ago, when i was home often, so i dont know how im gonna survive in school tmrw. Wait, im having exams, so i'll be home early, SO YAY! Oh god, what am i leading to?

I cant bring myself start tomorrow doing an exam. I made a decision not too long ago, that i am going to change my lifestyle. And it musn't start with my day doing an exam. Its bad! I mean, you're already killing your brain cells thinking from the previous night do to last-minute-mugging, now you wanna destroy them?! So anyway, i intend to change my life, starting from after my exams! Yes yes. I hope this helps in my preparation for my o's. EEEEK. see how the o's making a genormous impact in a student's life?! Maybe im exaggerating.

Omg, i have to continute studying already. Aaaa, the wonders of doing maths. What a joy. Alright, im out!

She will be your future, and i will be your disastrous past