I have this strange feeling inside of me.
One minute I'm feeling happy and the next, i just get annoyed.
Sometimes i just wanna shout and say,
"Why can't you people just leave me alone?"
There are days when i feel like socialising, and there are days when i wanna shut myself from e world.
I don't think anyone can change that about me.
So don't think your words mean a hell lot to me, cos they dont.

A word of advice:
Never read your parent's inbox.
I made a mistake of doing that and i'm literally getting nightmares.
Suddenly things that weren't obvious to me appear like they had a Warning sign painted across them.
And i'm trying my best to avoid them but i can't.
Cos my thoughts are bothering me.
I'm suddenly comparing those messages and what is really happening.

I think i need to invest myself in a camera.
I might be the dumbest person to operate one, but i do believe great moments should be captured.. except.. what's the point?
You take a picture, print it out, post it online, put a frame, look back.. and then what?
You move on with your life.
I'm not saying i detest the invention of a camera and its functions, its just sometimes i find them of no use. But then i'd start shrieking with amazement at some beautiful photos taken.
Its contradiction in progress people.

So i had to go to school today for Econs lecture.
Was boring as usual. You know, i try my best to concentrate and listen, but nothing goes into my head. I regret alot taking Econs as a subject. I'm just not interested.
And i've been thinking about my future alot.
Like which course i should take in uni.
Whether to consider going to a local uni or over-the-seas.
Sometimes i'm afraid that i want to go off so much that it wont happen.
So i guess i have to keep my options open for both.
Though leaning closer to over-the-seas-side.

Been meeting up with ama these past week and stayed over at her place and it was awesome!
We both kept complaining that our movie marathon is always interrupted by technology hating us cos her laptop kept pausing the movie and her dvd player just simply hate us.
So we decided to watch movies online and surprisingly, the loading was superb!
No buffering whatsoever.. just continuous playing.
cept', i feel asleep halfway cos i didnt get sleep the previous night at all!
But it was fun fun fun! Pictures soon cos ama haven't sent me anything yet.
Oh well, hope i can go to Brunei end of yr.

Rightio. Bis später!


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